Silence

Silence is all I hear from you.

so loud that I feel its hurts
I don't know where to start
everything is heavier this way
my coffees too dark
my new clothes feels like someone elses throwaway
please tell me I'm dreaming

You know not how i feel
I feel so powerless
you've stolen whats rightfully mine
I feel like a feather

I must be dreaming
why banish me
I can't take it
now i know why

its good to be alone

let me go back to where happier stands
bright and merry attention
give me back whats rightfully mine
silence is all I hear from you
now I know why

its good to be alone

Just for now..

You'll find your way back down..
Before anything disappears.
Things will be back to normal,
you won't even know what happened here.
You're not always like this..
It's not your nature, you're not like this.
I know because I'm different..
I can see past all this,
and I don't like it..

Wish me luck.
I know its all over...
Is this it?

Looks just like me, but better..
I know because I'm different..

It's not meant to be like this,
Its not what I had planned..
I don't want to feel like this..

Just for now.
Get me out of here.

Let me go back to where I was.
My little own haven.
Suddenly things just happened.. I can't explain.
Its not even light out.
All I know is..get me out of here.

Just for now.

Hello I'm back...
Higher than I've ever flew before.
Ready to ride out of your glittering cloud.
I'm happy no matter what..
So much of who I am is part of my name,
and with my help you can be the same..
God I know I'm good at it, if you only dared.

Lets breathe...
High above your December of love.
I know I love you, I think I told you before..
This isn't happening.. No its just my imagination.

Cuz I love you...
Just for now...

Is this it?
Because I love you?
Yes I guess so too..
Don't make a sound.. for me.. please..
Just for now..

La La Gap Sii dik Gu Si.. (Story of Shyte)

22 January 2009, 4.00pm

You know one of those days in the office,
where you've finished everything you could possibly do??
And its still 11am in the morning??
I'm having one of those days.
Endless hours of you-tubing, horoscope searching,
quiz taking, trying hard not to fall asleep days...
Oh yah I forgot to mention facebook poker.... hehe

Haha dun jealous..

Anyway what else can 2 idiots do with so much time on their hands???



Lala :
"minute minute hour" ur boss is gay.. coz when he stand... he like gay asss...let me draw let u ccccc...

Translation :
Fan fan zhung, your boss is gay.. because when he stands, his ass looks gay..





Apparently my boss was bending over at his own desk.
OMG seriously which straight guy bends over like dat???

Later after a very late lunch, about 3.30pm,
A customer came in.
I was too busy daydreaming to notice who...

*Blink Blink*

杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
he go in shit u know
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
??????
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
why de??
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
who is he??
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
tak tau
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
he said find kevin
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
songkok??
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
How you know he go n shit??
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
he say stomach pain
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
toilet 1st

Sound of running water and the pail..

杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
washing ass
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
wahahahaha

Boss comes out, walks towards toilet in a hurry, ass all twitched.
Flips the curtain n sees the toilet door closed.
He turns and Lala explains to him a customer is in the toilet.
He walks very fast towards the storeroom and takes out a plastic bag...


♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
he take plastic go in office to shit!
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
yerrrr
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
for collection meh
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
diuuuu

After 15 minutes, boss runs out towards the toilet n pushes the curtains away.
He sees the toilet door still shut, and walked quickly back to his office..

♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
haha
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
wash ass i think
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
one eye see oso know he not yet come out la!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(definitetion of one eye see - yat ngan tai - sekali tengok)
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
ya lo
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
can see he reli GAP SII
(definitetion of GAP SII - need to go number 2 badly - "waaa aku nak berak!!!!")
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
i think kevin very gap si edi

The customer finally comes out n walks into boss's office...

♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
kevin sure say
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
kevin : "how r u.. very gap sii"
♫♥ EupHoRia bLoSSoM ♥♫ says:
kevin : "wait ah i go shit"
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
do u und i so harddddddd to tahan laugh
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
jibai
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
u stil laughing
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
later sure fighting inside de
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
coz kevin :"piiiiiii~~~~~, shit~~"

Latest news from Lala on a boring Thursday b4 leaving for home..

杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
juz now got 1 guy in texas name is....
(texas - texas hold'em poker - facebook poker)
杰西 "JaY~JaY" says:
muhammad fahai

LETS GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Racist Is Me

11 January 2009 2.37pm

There's a certain time in ones life where you crave for mamak food.
It's Weird!!

I've been working in Connaught since.... 2005?
All I ever have for breakfast and lunch is mamak food.
One would think I'd get sick of it by now..
(till middle of 2008, finally got tired and went for chinese food, but i still have my breakfast at the mamak since its the closest thing to food from my office)

Anyway, the craving is with me today.
I pull my lazy ass out of the house, down to the mamak to bungkus NASI LEMAK.. mmm
The wait was about half an hour (I guess everyone decided to have lunch at the mamak today)
I scanned around. Almost everyone was Malaysian cept this table of two.

Theres an increasing growth of a certain race here that goes to UCSI just opposite my place.
(not saying out loud for my own safety..lol, but you guys know right? oh oh de..)
well theres actually 2 la, but one of them is kinda considered my own (CHINA, yea see I'm not afraid of you hahaha)
I've never really gave it much thought till recently when more of them moved from the condo opposite my place to the condo behind us.
(THANKS TO THE BLOODY BRIDGE RECENTLY BUILT)
They now lepak at the chinese DA CHAO and mamak right in front of my flat.
Its fine if they keep it to themselves, but quite frankly they've become a nuisance.

They Drink.
Ya I know, so do we.
But we normally just become loud and laugh like hyennas.
OKLA I normally become loud and laugh like hyennas.
(this one is for you debby just incase you wanted to add more stuff in)

They've started to hassle the girls who sit alone waiting for their take aways.
I've kenaED a few times myself.
Most of the time i pretend "Me no speaketh no engwish"
and after about 5 minutes or so, they give up and disturb other females.

The girls have talked to the owner of the DA CHAO but what can they do?
They themselves fear these aliens.

Stones car got scratched so bad by them that she couldn't stop crying.
Sigh...

I park outside ever since I've given my parking sticker to Jon.
Theres quite a distance I have to walk before reaching my apartment,
and I usually meet at least 2-5 along the way.
I have to avoid all eye contact, so i normally hang my head as if in shame while i walk.
Crap once again i'm blabbering.

K back to the mamak part.
Them two fellas were talking about how he banged this chick last night.
A chinese girl it seems. *I don't even want to picture that thought. bleargh*

Then they decide to leave.

Alien : "Bang! Money!" instead of our normal " Neh, kira.."
He hands the guy a 5 ringgit note. The anneh accepts the note.

Aneh : "this one 8 ringgit."

Alien : "Fuck this I'm not giving you 8 ringgit for this piece of shit!"

Aneh : "you order nasi goreng, 2 mineral water..................." he tries to explain...

Alien : "I din no fucking tell you to put in these fucking pieces of shit. If i wanted to eat frog legs I'd tell you to fucking put in frogs legs!"

Aneh : "but sir..." (as he points to all the prawn shells on the table...)

Alien : "No one told you to put them in! No this is all its worth! I'm only giving you 5 ringgit!" (stands up and leaves, while his partner is snickering...)

Sigh...

I've never really considered myself racist, seriously, besides towards my own kind,
but today!
Today I want to be racist.

Since you hate us so much.. Why don't you just go home?